without a doubt, the past month, has been the hardest month in my life.
So many different things happening at the same time, I really didn't think I was going to be able to deal with everything, I am pretty amazed with the strengh that life has built inside of me.
Finally I can say, I can almost feel calm, after such a big storm, and I would've never been able to make it without the biggest support in my life.
I have to say thanks my prince, for your patience, for your words of strengh for being firm when I needed you to be and also sweet and suportive.Because I can say that you are absolutely everything I always wanted, the person who can make my black and white world in living colors, the person who can keep or throw my life away, who gives me my place in front of his family. The person that I look forward everytime to see, and the one that makes me feel incomplete when he is not around.
A little over a year ago, I wrote an entry about how hard it was to really get to a perfect world, my world where I come back home from work and get to relax with a delicious hot bath, and then enjoy an amazing dinner and don't have to worry about time or responsabilities 'cause everything is on it's place. I mentiones that I dream everyday with they day where I could find piece on the present without looking into the past, the day where I found my Prince Charming wich was the perfect combination between protection, determination, responsability and sweetness, who makes things because he believes on them and not 'cause it's just the right thing to do.
Today it's hard for me to believe, that even when I still have to worry about a couple of things, that day when I found my piece and my Prince was almost six months ago, and I can't thank God enough for putting the most wonderful blessing in my life, for making me strong to take the correct steps and for giving me the option of having this huge feeling of love in my heart and soul.
I don't have a lot more to say, during this month I also learned one more time, that I can count the amount of friends I have with the fingers on one of my hands and I will have fingers left, but everything happens for a reason and sometimes is better to realize things before you are more friends with someone and you get even more hurt.
But I am here, and I will fight for my happiness and to make my Prince happy, cause he means the world to me and I wil make his world...a perfect one =)
I love you !!!!!!!!!!!
